helloo guys ~^^~ long time no see you. sorry for hiatus in a long time huhu. i'm so busy lately. D-10 to the final examination and i need to study hard,especially in science and math lmao. *my english too tbh* i always got a nice score in english,but lately, i don't have any progress,instead, my english score even worse than last 3 weeks. idk why. my parents and english teachers scolded me,they force me to study more hard,so i can get A+ score in english exam. wish me luck,guys

oh btw,yesterday was my crush's bday. just call him guri ,( his pseudonym ) he's one month older than me. now he's on 2nd grade of secondary school,while i'm on 3rd grade huhu.. *looks weirdo,rite?* he has such white and soft skin,cute,chubby,and smart in science,math,and english. kinda fat,but still handsome,brownish black hair,and brown eyes

i have an annoying story about one of my classmate. he's a boy,smart in math,he's my friend since last year. he likes to make jokes with me. he's my crush's close friend too. and..and.. he likes me. yes,that's true. his friends told me. first,i couldn't believe them easily,but, i feel that his act changed suddenly. every night he always chatting with me on facebook,he likes to staring at me,help me when i couldn't finish my math homework, *so much things that he did. i can't tell them all* until the whole school know that he loves me. my friends started to tease me with him,that was make me angry. but not to him, when he heard this,he said that he's not loving me,instead,he told them that i love him. of course this make me really hate him, i don't have any feels for him, i still love my crush,not himself.

and finally,i have a small talk with him last monday. i started to cry when i bashing at him,scolded him, but he acted like nothings happened. he just said that he knows nothing about it. and of course i can't trust him easily.

but,it happened in about a week ago,now,we already became a friend again,not so close like before,but it's okay. i'm more comfortable with our relationship right now. my friends also stop to tease me again,since i gettin' mad with them last week haha.